Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Longing

It's tough.
I'm starting to long for children.
I see them, and I'm not unhappy for those who have them, but I long for my own.

And. this birth control seems long.

This cycle already feels long.

August 12th feels like a long time away.

I'm longing to get out of this longing phase.

Las Vegas this weekend should help my longing. I suppose on a surfacy level, I'm also longing for a pool.

It's been a long day people.

7 comments:

Ashley said...

I'm so sorry honey! You are in my thoughts and prayers!! ((HUGS))

Alex and Jill said...

Oh how I remember that feeling. August will be here before you know it, girl.

Praying!!

Hoping for our own Peanut said...

ugh, im sorry youre having one of those days..

luckily, the summer months go by the fastest, so im thinking august will be here SOON!

enjoy vegas, hun!

Gabby said...

yes.. it is a long time away! i am trying to focus on getting healthy since we are getting pregnant in august. that has helped a little. laying around a pool will help too! have fun!

Waiting said...

I know exactly how you feel. It almost hurts to see others with cute babies cause I want some too!

I Believe in Miracles said...

I'm so sorry sweetie. So so sorry.
I'm still praying for you.
~~HUGS~~

Dr Aniruddha Malpani, MD said...

Most people have no clue what infertile couples go through.

The hunger and longing for a baby – and the frustration and pain of having to deal with failed IVF cycles is something which most infertile couples learn to deal with in the privacy of their bedrooms.

This is why many people end up saying stuff to infertile couples which is inaccurate and unhelpful – and they often add insult to injury by saying hurtful things, even when they don’t intend to cause pain ( for example, “ Just relax and you’ll get pregnant ! “ )

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