Tuesday, February 3, 2009

I made to 12DPO

And it was negative.
And then today I have the AF cramps and spotage.

I'm running the race. I'm running as if to win. I am not going to let this one beat me.
I am going to press on to win the goal. And when I'm tired, I'm looking to God for rejuvination.

I'm gonna pick myself up, put my big girl panties on, and deal with this, one infertile step at a time.

I think that's enough aphorisms for now.

11 comments:

Happily Ever After said...

I'm sorry. I feel your pain but yes, we must move forward and trust in God's plan for us. You will be in my thoughts and prayers!

Leslie Laine said...

You put those big girl panties on, Girl. I'm right behind you. Sorry to hear your bad news. It sucks, and so does infertility. At least we're in it together.

You're in my thoughts. Eat some chocolate. You deserve it.

Scrambled Egg said...

Oh lady, I'm so sorry. I'm right there with you. God does have a plan in all of this. Hang in there.

Jen said...

(((hugs)))
You have a great attitude.

I Believe in Miracles said...

I'm so sorry sweetie. Great attitude though... Hang in there.
~~HUGS~~

Alex and Jill said...

I'm sorry to hear that it was negative. I'm always praying.

((HUGS))

Hoping for our own Peanut said...

boo for the bfn. :(

you will get through this. you will finish this race. and take a victory lap with a baby in tow.

lilkatie52 said...

Don't uncross your fingers yet...my positive with my last one did't come up, and let me tell you it was a FAINT line, until 15dpo.

Bec said...

Oh honey, Im so sorry that this one wasn't for you. Sending you my love xxx

Bec said...

Oh honey, Im so sorry that this one wasn't for you. Sending you my love xxx

G & H said...

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